Raining

It´s raining inside my heart

Or is it outside?

I can’t distinguish

Among today

And yesterday.

Just everything seems the same,

The same grey sky,

The same blue tears,

The same broken smile…

As yesterday,

As everyday…

Into my mind

There’s one last place

Left

To the time,

To the rain,

To the voices

Every hard time

Come to meet me,

To kidnap my strength,

To kill my broken heart,

To speak about goodbyes

I don’t want to hear.

No more!

Leave me alone,

Alone

With my fears,

Alone

with my feelings,

alone…

just my loneliness and me.

She at least

Does know how to hear me,

Doesn’t hurt me,

No, not anymore…

Just she and me

Alone.

Silence…

Silence is my today’s company

Just he and me

And my unread letters

Dead letters

From my dead heart.

Where has peace gone?

The peace I felt

Until they arrived,

Arrived to kill my strength,

Arrived to destroy my dreams…

The peace I felt,

Until they came

And peace flew away

Like butterflies

To dye into the sky,

The same grey sky as yesterday…

It is raining inside my heart

Or is it outside?

I just don’t know.