Lonely night of goodbyes

If I say it doesn't hurt
I'd be lying
If I say it's not too hard
I'd be a big, fat liar
If I say that I'm over you
now won't be true
but maybe someday
I'll extend my wings
and fly my way
and leave the scars in my heart
to fade away.

I'm really feeling lonely tonight
but I don't wanna drown this loneliness
on a lonely glass of sorrowful wine
I'm really feeling so down tonight
but I don't wanna sit on my own
writting sad love songs
with only a cigarrettes company
and the perfume of smoke.

I wanna make the things right
tonight,
I wanna understand it is too late,
not one more chance left,
I wanna say goodbye
tonight,
I wanna make things right
no matter if I'm hurt
today I understand
there won't be another chance
you left me behind
and now I say goodbye,
Someday I'll shine again
without your shadow in my pathway.

I'm really feeling lonely tonight

but I don't wanna drown this loneliness

on a lonely glass of sorrowful wine

I'm really feeling so down tonight

but I don't wanna sit on my own

writting sad love songs

with only a cigarrettes company

and the perfume of smoke.

I'm really feeling lonely tonight

I know the telepone won't ring

and you won't come to me,

I'm really feeling so down tonight

no more sad love songs to play,

I'll open the window to the night

and let the smoke fly away

and maybe someday

I'll erase this deep lonelyness

instead of drowning it

on wine, songs and cigarrettes.

I'm really feeling lonely tonight

but I don't wanna drown this loneliness

on a lonely glass of sorrowful wine

I'm really feeling so down tonight

but I don't wanna sit on my own

writting sad love songs

with only a cigarrettes company

and the perfume of smoke.

I'm really feeling lonely tonight

it's the night of goodbyes,

I'm really feeling so down tonight

but someday I'll open my wings

and the lonelyness will fade away.

It's the night I say goodbye,

tonight,

the lonely night of no regret.