Apathy

Why do I feel like crying?
when I'm not even sad...
Is it the emptyness of my heart
hunting me?
Or is it the rainy sky's tears?

I hate these days
of nonesential apathy,
drowning in myself,
senseless misery

What's missing in my heart?
I often ask,
no one responds

I hate it
I hate those days
of apathy

Oh my endlees apathy,
frozen faithful company,
icy coat of misery
always falling upon me

Oh my dearest apathy....
faithful friend and enemy
when will you set me free?

Apathy...